I lay down on the grass...
The soft green grass from our favorite park.
I close my eyes, but have to remind myself that you're not there.
That never again will you be.
I hit the ground in anger; frustration.
Knowing that I'm never going to see you again.
I miss your smile.
I miss your laugh.
I miss the way you'd always make me happy.
I miss the times we spent just...talking.
About nothing in particular...
But always something...
Meaningful.
I miss the late night phone conversations.
Where I could hear the smile in your voice.
I miss your way of saying "Everything is going to be alright",
And how I always believed you.
I miss knowing that I'm going to be okay.
I miss knowing someone's there for me.
I open my eyes...
Looking around...
Hoping...
That maybe it was a dream...
That maybe you're not gone.
But...
No...
You are...
Forever...
A tear of mine falls into the grass...
And I remember how you'd wipe them away.
My best friend...
I miss you.